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Unmasking FTX’s Downfall through the eyes of EX-Alameda CEO Caroline Ellison’s diary

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As per accounts from the New York Times and various insiders, Caroline Ellison, the ex-CEO of Alameda Research, had kept a journal on Google Documents, offering a glimpse into the hurdles she encountered leading up to the eventual downfall of FTX. Passages extracted from the personal diary revealed indications of wavering confidence in Ellison’s position. Following her separation from Sam Bankman-Fried, the co-founder of FTX, her once vibrant enthusiasm for Alameda noticeably dwindled.

Purportedly, attorneys handling the case against Bankman-Fried have reportedly shared these confidential Google documents during court proceedings. Ellison’s diary grants a unique glimpse into the intertwining of her personal and professional life during her tenure within the now-defunct FTX cryptocurrency empire.

In February 2022, Ellison openly shared her discontentment and sense of being overwhelmed with her job. “At the end of the day, all I can think about is going home, turning off my phone, having a drink, and escaping from it all,” she revealed.

Within the intimate pages of her diary, poignant excerpts reveal a romantic entanglement between Ellison and Bankman-Fried, infusing an air of “weirdness” and stirring up unavoidable “drama.” In one heart-rending entry, Ellison candidly expressed her doubts, grappling with a persistent belief that she lacked the qualifications to hold the helm of Alameda’s chief executive:

“The weight of running Alameda bears down on me, and I can’t help but feel like I’m not as inherently adept or well-suited for this role as others might be.”

As detailed in the report, when Bankman-Fried’s colossal $32 billion empire crumbled, Ellison found solace in the termination of the chaos. “I had been dreading this day steadily, carrying the weight of it on my shoulders,” Ellison penned in her journal. “Now that it’s finally unfolding, there’s an overwhelming sense of relief to put it all behind me.”

Caroline stepped into the CEO shoes after former CEO Sam Trabucco resigned as the head of  Alameda. See below: 

Cryptogurru: Ellison's Tweet
Ellison’s Tweet

As the calendar inches closer to the October trial, Ellison finds herself slated to take the stand as a witness against Bankman-Fried, accompanied by two other colleagues. Her compelling testimony, released in December 2022, laid bare shocking allegations, claiming that as early as 2019, Bankman-Fried had directed her to mingle customer funds, painting a disturbing picture of financial carelessness within the company. 

Moreover, there are indications that Ellison’s performance might have fallen short during her tenure at the quantitative trading firm, raising the possibility that she held an FTX margin position that plummeted to a staggering negative $1.3 billion in May 2022.

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